Emotional fixations, like needle tracks embedded in our DNA.
Programming us to seek the fix – the fix that won’t fix us, the cure that can’t heal.
Awareness, my dark-hearted friend, provides slivers of clarity and empowerment.
Ah, such relief…
Until that crystalline clarity reveals my shadow – a now more determined darkness – as it knows it’s being watched and cleverly doubles its self-sabotaging superpowers.
I could surrender to the swell, succumb to the raw ache that hurts so good…
I could run and numb myself with distraction and disease…
Or I could bravely honor the opportunity to make a new choice…
But the choice is always mine.
And that’s what terrifies me.
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